SHINee Aside English translation

All night, I draw out your face
I get embarrassed at my uncontrollable imagination
At some point, you have grown bigger in me
Although you won’t know

The more the days that I see you increase
I get scared that my held in feelings will be noticed
Honestly, your happy face
Is the hardest to see for me

Every time you see me and smile, deep in my heart,
A serious illness forms
I know I can’t but I want to hug you
I want to feel you, I want to dream with you
I start to hate that guy who loves you
But I am also endlessly jealous
But some day, I want to put my heart into it
And tell you this long-time story as I hold your hand

On days that my heart pounds incoherently
I could selfishly confess to you but
What would happen after that?
That’s what I’m scared of

Every time you see me and smile, deep in my heart,
A serious illness forms
I know I can’t but I want to hug you
I want to feel you, I want to dream with you
I start to hate that guy who loves you
But I am also endlessly jealous
But some day, I want to put my heart into it
And tell you this long-time story

I remember the day I saw your tears for the first time
As you vented to me, I started to have a bad expectation

Right now, there are two dazzling people
And me, who is poorly acting
I try to scold myself for being such a fool
But my heart is still heading toward you

As if it’s been promised, I mumble by myself in front of you, who can’t hear
I want to go to you

But some day, I want to put my heart into it
And tell you this long-time story as I hold you in my arms